Another week, another worry.
This week has come and gone and I'll have to be honest - I'm beginning to wonder if I'll EVER work again. I haven't had an interview for over a week and I've been living here, with my high-school friend, for over four months. I never expected to be here for more than ONE month. It's discouraging. I've resigned myself to the fact that I may have to find TWO jobs that pay decently instead of my ONE job that will support my family.
Will is working.
(That's about all I'm gonna say about Will. He and I are in a horrible place right now - we don't speak, don't look, and don't seem to care about one another. Wonder how long I can go on like this before something gives?)
The kids are good. Forrest started seeing a therapist this week, which worries me. Sometimes I wonder if he's going thru a rough transition from young adult to adult vs whether he's beginning to show signs of mental health issues. Because he's predisposed to issues (my grandmother and sister), it scares me. I worry that he'll never be understood and that the frustration that arises because of that will further alienate him socially. Makes me sad.
This is all for now, peeps...Say a prayer for me...I NEED A JOB!

Here I am again...
This hasn't been one of my better weeks! The job I've been counting on didn't happen, at least not for ME. Sucks that I'm still in "searching" mode like a thousands of my neighbors. Went to a promising interview yesterday, am hoping that it works out. On the flip side, Will has been looking for a job all of two weeks, and landed one two days ago. (Sam's Club, working evenings, in produce) At first I thought..."This super-sucks, he's been looking for two weeks and I've been looking for nearly four months!" I was later reassured by a friend not to take it personally, since he's looking for ANY job and I'm looking for THE job! Made sense I guess.
Kids are good for the most part. Stacey was planning on coming out here for her "family visit" at Folsom and unfortunately, the prison is on Lockdown until further notice for blacks/whites. She may have to wait another three months - which has got her really bummed!
Besides that, not much else to report - guess no news is bad news this posting.
Someone call me if you got any ideas!!!!