Heyyyyy....
I know, I know...it's been awhile since I've "blogged". Life has handed me lemons and I've been making lemonade. (Sometimes it's sweet, sometimes it's bitter)
Yes, I like my job - it's got alot to offer in the way of challenges, but it's certainly secure - that's the wonderful thing about being in health care.
The kids and I are still living with my parents, which has proven to be another "challenge". If it's not one thing, it's another. Roz is having a hard time having her home disrupted by uninvited guests (Forrest and I) and I'm having a hard time living with a woman that I just KNOW, would rather have absolutely nothing to do with me. As for my father, well he tries to stay below the radar, always the peacemaker.
Will and I speak, but nothing substantial has occurred. Except for a brief hoo-hah on "Brother N Sister Day" (which used to be "Family Day" celebrating the day we officially became a family, but we're broken up as a family, so I changed the name).
Fresno has been an experience for me. Good and bad memories at almost every street corner, store, or neighborhood. Sometimes it's easy to brush off those memories and sometimes, it takes awhile. Lots of pain for me, here in this town. It's seems it's always been the beginning of something that didn't turn out quite right. Maybe I can change all that. (I guess I should get started now, since it appears I'll be here for awhile)
More to come...

Hey 'yall!!
It's been awhile since I've blogged, for several reasons: 1. I found out that I had to move from living with Jennifer (long story and ...it's really rather horrid, so I'll spare you). 2. I had no where else to move, but Fresno, with my parents - you can imagine the mental preparation I had to take to make the move. 3. Transitioning the kids to another town, another school, another congregation - HUGE. 4. I've been looking for a job!
Whew! Let me begin by saying that the last ten days has been highly emotional and full of frustrations - on most every level. I'm adjusting to alot of things - having to move to Fresno (even tho I said I'd NEVER again, live there). Living with my mother - we haven't had the best relationship to date. Seperating from my husband - which has been long and coming.
Long story short...
The kids are finally settled in. Gracyn has found a very cool teacher that challenges her academically the way she needs. Forrest just started Fresno High School today, which was a difficult transition for him, too....but he managed. My nerves were shot just gettin them prepared for their moves.
I've been looking for a job, found one, after only ten days here. (I looked in Citrus Heights for six months!) I'll be the Office Manager at the WISH (Women's Imaging Specialists in Healthcare) - wishmd.com. The salary is a little less than I made in Hawaii but the cost of living here is MUCH lower, so I'm good to go.
The next step for me is saving for a month or so and moving into my own house with the kids. We haven't had any space of our own since May.
Other than that...no news is good news, peeps.
If you're ever in Fresno, Holla...................