Thursday, December 25, 2008

Heyyyyy....
I know, I know...it's been awhile since I've "blogged". Life has handed me lemons and I've been making lemonade. (Sometimes it's sweet, sometimes it's bitter)
Yes, I like my job - it's got alot to offer in the way of challenges, but it's certainly secure - that's the wonderful thing about being in health care.
The kids and I are still living with my parents, which has proven to be another "challenge". If it's not one thing, it's another. Roz is having a hard time having her home disrupted by uninvited guests (Forrest and I) and I'm having a hard time living with a woman that I just KNOW, would rather have absolutely nothing to do with me. As for my father, well he tries to stay below the radar, always the peacemaker.
Will and I speak, but nothing substantial has occurred. Except for a brief hoo-hah on "Brother N Sister Day" (which used to be "Family Day" celebrating the day we officially became a family, but we're broken up as a family, so I changed the name).
Fresno has been an experience for me. Good and bad memories at almost every street corner, store, or neighborhood. Sometimes it's easy to brush off those memories and sometimes, it takes awhile. Lots of pain for me, here in this town. It's seems it's always been the beginning of something that didn't turn out quite right. Maybe I can change all that. (I guess I should get started now, since it appears I'll be here for awhile)
More to come...

1 comment:

Phoenix said...

this is my 3rd try to get a message thru. I miss you greatly. When your phone # didn't work, I looked uo your dad in whitepages.com. Found all the info 'unlisted.' Tried 2 text Des about your new info - no response. Kinda felt up in arms. Thought this might be the same situation as last time you went 2 mainland and we lost touch. This time I was so adamant about that not happening, for both of us. I'm certainly not here 2 cause 2 your burden. I want 2 help where I can. If u fell like I am only a heavy on u, tell me you have wanted to keep a distance. Just please let me hear from u. PLEASE give Forrest and Gracyn a BIG FAT hug from me. I miss u all sooooo very much... Love you, Phoenix